Oh, did you ever have this guy or girl that you couldn't get out of your head, no matter how much you tried focusing on other things?
Well, this is me right now ...
I just can't stop thinking about him, and it's wearing me out, cause I've already talked to him about it, and he doesn't feel the same way about me.
This is not the main problem, cause I've tried this before, of course I have ...
The weird thing here is, that he is not the usual type for me. Not the usual kinda guy that makes me feel like this.
Normally I fall in love with long-haired, eyeliner'red, facial-pierced, dark punk'ish clothing, musical type of guys.
But this guy ... no musical gift, no facial piercings, short hair, pop'ish clothing and no make-up. At this point it's only a crush, but I can feel that it is evolving to become more, and I just wish that there was some way I could stop it before it's too late.
He's one of my best friends, and I know that he doesn't feel the same way, and I know that he probably never will, and it bugs me so much. I really, really like him.
Maybe he's just totally out of my league - like everyone else.
Somebody slam me hard, please..
5.19.2010
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