It's been two amazing days with Theo and Julie at my place..
but now I feel empty, and my house feels empty, and it's making me depressed as hell..
I miss Theo to cuddle with, and to curl into a ball while holding his hand, and my head on his shoulder. It's not fair to have this damn distance between us - the world is just mean.
I don't know how I feel right now.
I think I've pushed my feelings for him (not Theo) away - and yet again I am not sure.
But I don't know. It feels like I've got an emptiness inside - I can't seem to get rid off it.
If I don't feel like that about him anymore, who should I dream of instead? If I don't feel like that about him anymore, who am I going to fall for, that I am really not supposed to fall for?
........one thing I do know is; this is a huge mess..
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