to ride a giraffe..........

So..  this is my blog.
For the first time on blogspot ever...

But now I sit wondering...  what should I be blogging about?
My head is kind of a big mess at the moment..       and the crazy thing is, that even though there really is a loooot of stuff going on in my head, I can't seem to find the words to tell what it is.
Oh yeah..   family, friends, distances between my friends and I, job (crabby boss), and yes, of course...   A BOY!
I can't seem to get this boy out of my mind! It's so freaked cause I already know that he doesn't feel the same way, and yet it feels like it keeps getting more and more intense what I am feeling. It freaks me out..
He's one of my best friends, and luckily for me nothing has changed between us since I told him about my feelings - which only made my feelings grow, cause it makes him even more *dysh*

Uh! but hey, there's a sunshine at the other side of the rainy skies..   next weekend I am going clubbing with a friend that I haven't really spent much time with 101, so it's gonna be awesome..  our plan is to dress up all 80'like and then go dance at bars. Then Saturday we're gonna hang with a friend and we're gonna go all Michael Jackson crazy, and watch dvds, listening to old records and just talk about his greats and jokes, and check out my collection of MJ-stuff..
I've never had MJ-fans at my place before so it's gonna be weird...   but nice..

So, I have no idea what more to write, and I feel like I'm just blabbing away about nothing so I am not gonna take up more of anyone's time..  *cloudybrains*
Nighty night for now, folks *hugging all around*

Peace out, and keep the faith
Love