Quitters quit, liars lie

I don't really have anything to say right now.
Thoughts are making me go insane. Thoughts about everything.
I don't know what to do with my life right now, and I feel like I could just pull all of my hair out by it's roots, or just slam my head into the wall, or maybe just a fist into a door.
It seems like the world is falling apart around me, and there is nothing I can do about it.
I dropped out of school yesterday, quit the internship - I just couldn't do it anymore, it was too much pressure.
But now the pressure is even worse; what am I gonna do with myself, and my life now?
I know I've disappointed a lot of people by quitting - I've disappointed myself. I really hate myself at the moment. But I can't help thinking; would it have been worth it? I know education is important, and I really love the kids, but would it have been worth all of the mental damage?

I really don't know if it was the right thing for me to do, but now I have to face it from here.
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Peace, and keep the faith